My Latest Music Obsession

Just about a week ago I decided to browse through my ipod and see just whatever songs and movies I've put in it. To be honest with you there are more than 200 songs that I've never listened to in my ipod and I just have them there because I was simply copying songs from my friends folder into mine. But because of a recent incident (which I've deleted my whole entire English songs playlist from my Ipod!), I've decided to get more organized. Time to put in the album artworks and lyrics for each songs so that I can have a perfect playlist.

This organizing has cost me most of my times. Mine you.. I have over 500 english songs in there and I'm only at song #254... still a long way to go but I've gone through half of the playlist and I'm not stopping now... but since I have hundreds of other non-English songs in my ipod, looks like I'm going to have them remained unorganized... why you ask? Well... first of all it's because it's so hard to find the album artworks and lyrics for non-English songs, especially the Japanese and Korean songs I love so much... and second... there's so little about them in the web especially if you type the band or artist name in Roman letters which brings me back to point number 1...

So... that's that...

Anyway... I was listening to the songs when I realized I have downloaded an entire Kyle XY Soundtrack album (illegally though and I'm not proud of it *_*) and found the real reason I downloaded it... the songs are awesome! I did not realized they actually played the songs in the show but who could blame me.. when you're looking at Matt Dallas, no song can capture your attention... no matter how great o.0

And now after listening to the entire album... I can't stop! And there's one particular song that really gets to me... It's simply titled "Alibis"and is sung by a great underground band called Marianas Trench... the lyrics and music are simply perfect... and the vocalist is totally awesome...
So here is a video from Youtube and lyrics to the song... Hope you like it..

Enjoy!



From the scrapes and bruises
To the familiar abuses
I'll kick and scream but it never changes anything

I could spill my guts out
Wearing my best little girl pout
And I almost missed it
But nobody said that this was gonna be easy

This is not the man I hoped to be
And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding
I don't know how to word it
I just started to deserve it
And all my, all my faces are alibis
And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be

Most times it all comes out wrong
I don't know the words but I'll hum along
There's nothing familiar here anymore
to anyone or anything left to feel alive

And I still taste that sickness
And it makes me crazy without it at best
But I'm in the same place I used to be
But I'm trying harder not to be

This is not the man I hoped to be
And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding
I don't know how to word it
I just started to deserve it
And all my, all my faces are alibis
And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be

So what am I? What am I? So What Am I?

And all my, all my faces are Alibis
This is not the man I hoped to be
And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding
I don't know how the words go
I just started not to say no

Don't want it, Don't get it
I know you won't regret it
Don't surface, Don't surface
And I feel so damned worthless
Another day is gone and all my faces are alibis
all my faces are alibis

and me, I'm half the man I wanted to be